clara_thomas

hello live journal, i've missed you
long time no see, i've been busy
things are.....shitty.
there are a lot of things which i am muddled and confused about.
aaah. fml.
i'll be back soon x

First thing you wash in the shower?
boobs...for some reason

What color is your favorite hoodie?
black

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
sure

Do you plan outfits?
in my head

How are you feeling RIGHT now?
completely and utterly lemon-like

Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my duvet

Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim...what's the difference?

Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
it was horrible, a man was killing me...very slowly

Did you meet anybody new today?
nope

What are you craving right now?
your touch

Do you floss?
try too

What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
soup

When was the last time you talked on aim?
i don't know what aim is...

Are you emotional?
vair vair

Would you dance to the taco song?
sure

Have you ever counted to 1,000?
tried to count to a million...got bored after about 12

Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
both

Do you like your hair?
sometimes

Do you like yourself?
hardly ever

Have you ever met a celebrity?
DIANAAAAAA

Do you like cottage cheese?
ew

What are you listening to right now?
passion pit

How many countries have you visited?
six...?

Are your parents strict?
ha! they couldn't if they tried

Would you go sky diving?
sure

Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
sure

Would you throw potatoes at him?
nah...i'd shag him
(i'm kidding)

Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
inside of my i.c shoes

Have you ever been in a castle?
yesh

Do you rent movies often?
nah! buy them ftwww

Who sits in behind you in your math class?
i don't take math
"math is a wonderful thing...math is a really cool thing.."

Have you made a prank phone call?
haha ECHO ECHO ECHO good times with anton

Do you own a gun?
oh yes, hundreds

Can you count backwards from 74?
i'm not going to try

Who are you going to be with tonight?
myself

Brown or white eggs?
you can get brown eggs? ew.

Do you own something from Hot Topic?
nope

Ever been on a train?
yep

Ever been in love?
not yet

Do you have a cell-phone?
BBERRY

Are you too forgiving?
i think so

Do you use chap stick?
yessss

What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
opening her prezzies that are under her crimbo treeee

Can you use chop sticks?
i can!

Ever have cream puffs?
maybe?

Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
i haven't

What was the last question you asked?
maybe?

What was the last CD you bought?
bright eyes

Boys or girls?
boys

What is your bus number for school?
school. no. college 601

Is your hair curly?
yea

Last time you cried?
today

Ever walked into a wall?
many a time

Do looks matter?
sometimes

Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no...

Have you ever slapped someone?
yea

Favorite time of the year?
whenever i'm happiest

Favorite color?
don't have one

Are you sarcastic?
apparantly so

Do you have any tattoos?
soon to come, soon to come

The last person you held hands with?
antonio

Do you sleep with the TV on?
no

Where was your default picture taken at?
janet's dwelling

Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
probably

Do you like your life right now?
i'm on the verge of satsification

How often do you talk on the phone?
when someone calls

What is your favorite animal?
platypus

What was the most recent thing you bought?
tea

Do you have good vision?
no. not AT ALL

Can you hula hoop?
i could...

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
depends

Do you have a job?
i haven't...yet...

What are you wearing?
topshop croptop (ha) and leggings

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yea

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
probably...

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
nope

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
that belief is starting to fade actually

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
nope

Ever snuck out of your house?
yesss

Kill or Be killed?
neither!

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
neither...

What did you do today?
played santa

Do you like someone right this second?
yes...according to my brain...i do

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yea

What was the last thing you ate?
choccieloccie

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night

Do you snore?
nooo

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
yeah

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
SCREAM
"what would you do...if you just saw a torso? just a torso..lying there...?"

Do you like to spend time with people?
yeaa

Are you hungry?
for once, no, i'm not

Are you a forgiving person?
yea

When was the last time you did the dishes?
onebillion years ago

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
dan, jan

Do you want a relationship right now?
i'd love one

What are you about to do?
answer this question

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
yea LOL poor robbie williams

If you could be a superhero what would you want to do?
everything

Your name plus "ness"?
Claraness

Three feelings at the moment?
frustration, confusion, excitement

Done anything you regret so far in life?
not yet, no

Are you listening to anything?
bright eyes

Where are you right now?
my room

What are you scared of?
wow. too many things

Last movie you watched?
girls just want to have fun <3

Last song you sang out loud?
one fine dayyyy you'll look at meeee

Are you thinking of someone right now?
yeah. annoyingly.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
antonio

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
i can fly - rainey

Have you changed much this year?
yeah...a lot

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
downstairs

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
DIANA

Do you speak any other language?
a bit of spanyod

Do you dress for style or comfort?
both

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
not yet

What's the craziest thing you've done?
too many, too many

What is your favorite Nickelback song?
don't have one

What are you looking forward to this summer?
yeah

Last time you smiled?
about ten minutes ago

If you could choose any fate what would you choose?
i don't like fate

If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
chinni.

How did you get one of your scars?
niamh attacked me

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
went into london

How are you feeling at this moment?
repetitive

How did your night go last night?
alright

How did you do in high school?
shitttyho

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
topshop.com

How often do you see your best friends?
almost everday, whenever i can

How much money did you spend last month?
too much

How old do you want to be when you get married?
i don't care about age

How old will you be at your next birthday?
17

Your mothers name?
Julie

What did you do last weekend?
can't remember

What is the most important part of your life?
being alive

What would you rather be doing?
spending time with you

What did you last cry over?
mini hetty <3

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
someone lame

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
when i see them, i smile

What are you worried about?
alot of things

What did you have for breakfast?
i didn't have brekki today

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
yea

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
not yet

Have you ever been out of the country?
yes

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
ofcourse

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
yeah

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
notyet ha

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
nope

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
ofcourse

Who was the last person you saw?
mother

Who was the last person you texted?
dan

Who was the last person you hungout with?
famz

Who was the last person to call you?
antonio

Who did you last hug?
lucia

Who is the last person who texted you?
dan

Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
jan

Where do your best friends live?
burnham road, hatfield road, woodstock road

Where did you last go?
downstairs

Where did you last hang out?
downstairs

Where did you go to school?
beaumont

Where is your favorite place to be?
anywhere i feel happy and safe

Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed

Do you like someone right now?
yes...

Do you think anyone likes you?
i hope so

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
sometimes

Do you know the muffin man?
I FUCKING DO

Does the future scare you?
yeah...

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because they are the most amazing people in the world

Why did you get a myspace?
i was a sheep

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
my mum gave it too me, it was a blue haired girl in a book "house of spirits"

If you could have one super power what would it be??
everything

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
no

If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
someone i could make babies with

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
i don't think so

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
ofcourse

Are you happy with your life right now?
on the verge of satification.

Why are you doing this survey?
1. i am bored shitless
2. to figure out my life by asking myself questions. it's not working.

and nothing lasts forever...especially with you.

I don't really know what to think. I told you everything. Actually, that's a lie. I haven't told you anything. And I can't...I don't know how. I'm not going to try. I can't waste my breath on things that you probably couldn't give two shits about. And...those things...they mean nothing...they mean everything...they don't even mean. Jesus. I'm screwed up aren't I?
But at least, I am myself.
And...for you? I will not change.

Flat.
So flat.
I can't even...
I don't even...
You don't even look good when you sing.
The worst thing I have ever heard.
1200 dollars a week on voice lessons, and this is what I get?
Okay, I'm going to save you with a solo.

i think we're just going to be friends, aren't we?

I am so happy.
Things are finally looking up.
I have the most amazing best friend in the whole entire world.
I have a home, a mother, a father, brothers and sisters.
Christmas is coming.
We aced the college play, and I faced my fears singing in front of an audience.
I'm becoming a blackberry baby.
And I think I have finally found someone I like. Who might like me back.

I'm not the most important person in the world, in the words of Bright Eyes - I'm just a cell on the serpents tongue.

you're my friend, but i want to punch you in the face.

I don't understand why you don't learn. You are giving the people who care about you so much grief, because all you care about is boyfriends. The reason why people think you are shagging him is because you hang around with people who do shag around. And I'm not saying you'll do it because they are, because you're more sensible than that. But you're family don't. People are trying to help you become something better but you're not letting them. You just take everything for granted and you don't understand how this makes me feel. I know you're thirteen and you have such a long way to go but you've got to get a grip and work out why we're trying to help you. I'm telling you this to be horrible, to be on someone elses side, because you're my little sister and I love you so much. I don't want something bad to happen to you and you get into the drugs your friends are into. I don't want you to be with someone who doesn't treat you well, who just wants a fuck and doesn't see you for such a wonderful amazing person you are. Please just try and understand that we're not doing this to 'fuck you up' or make you miserable, we're doing it because we love you and we don't want anything bad to happen to you.

It's 5 o clock in the morning,
Conversation got boring,
You said you're goinga to bed soon,
So I snuck off to your bedroom,
And I thought I'd just wait there,
Untill I heard you come up the stairs,
And I pretended I was sleeping,
And I was hoping you would creep in with me.

You put your arm around my shoulder,
It was as if the room got colder,
And we moved closer in together,
And started talking about the weather,
You said tomorow would be fun,
And we could watch A Place In The Sun,
I didn't know where this was going,
When you kissed me.

Are you mine? Are you mine?
Cos I stay here all the time,
Watching telly, Drinking wine,
Who'd have known, Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone,
I no longer feel alone,
No longer feel alone.

I haven't left you for days now,
And I'm becoming amazed how,
Your quite affectionate in public,
In fact your friend said it
made her feel sick,
And even though it's moving forward,
there's just the right amount of awkward,
And today you accidentally,
Called me baby.

Are you mine? Are you mine?
Cos I stay here all the time,
Watching telly, Drinking wine,
Who'd have known, Who'd have known?
When you flash up on my phone,
I no longer feel alone,

Let's just stay, Let's just stay,
I wanna lie in bed all day,
We'll be laughing all the way,
You told your friends,
They all know,
That we exsist but we're taking it slow,
Lets just see how we go,
Now let's see how we go.

the 7 things I hate about you
you're vain, your games, you want a shag,
you like me, you like her
you make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
you have a girlfriend,
and you flirt with everyone, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I don't even know
and the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
you make me want you.
and compared to all the shit things
that would take too long to write
I probably should mention
the 7 that I like
the 7 things I like about you
your hair, your eyes, your bad spelling
we haven't kissed, and I'm still hypnotized
you make me laugh, you make me cry
but I guess that's both I'll have to buy
when you're face is near mine
everything's alright
i want to be
with the one I don't even know
and the 7th thing I like the most that you do
you making me love you.

You. Are. Nothing.